My views on Do of Silence

I have a very different outlook on The Day of Silence. I believe in the Golden Rule( you all know what that is) So I believe that if I don't want to be put down I shouldn't put others down. So I am (or did depending on when you read this) participating in the Day of Silence. I see it as not only for the LGBT community but also for anyone who has ever been forced into silence because of their sexuality, religion, race, or whatever makes you different. Anything that people discriminate against. That is why I'm participating. I try to be accepting of everyone.

Making stupid decisions

So right now..I kind of have a problem..usaly I go to my best friend with my problmes. Today however she is part of the problem. So this was the only place I could think of to vent without offending anyone. Okay...so the last few months of 2009 I went through a horriable break-up...then toward the very end of last year I dated this guy I thought really liked me..But he was bad for my relationship with God. He was into drugs and drinking and sex.. Through out our short realtionship, he was telling my bestie that he loved me so much and it would hurt him to lose me.So anyway two days ago ended it. Before that however my best fiend told me she kind of liked this guy. And I told her that I thought all he wanted was sex. She told me breaking up with him wasn't bad. So I did it.. and now she is saying that she wants to date him and he wants to date her. So they both asked me if it would make me mad. And honstly it wouldn't but her making the dumb chioce and endangering her relatioship with God..and him basicaly lieing..saying he loved me... If he really did it would have taken him a little longer that two days to get over me. So I'm just confused and hurt and I felt stupid for beliving he truly cared about me. Plus on top of it all our landlord made our heat preset and now it's super cold in our house..so my mother and I have been having the oven on and he came in today saying that could get us evicted with a three day notice..So all in all my day has sucked....